The Three Circle of Life
The
Three Circle of Life
My whole life, I have been searching from
answers to answers. I always ask myself, “What is the purposes of life?”, “Why did
I come in this world?” “What is my fate?” it’s very hard to find the straight answer
so I just keep looking and hope one day I can find out. From the outside world,
I might be a great son, a great husband, however, from my inside world, I still
feel that I am missing something. Something that can make me feel more alive.
Winter 2016, I sat in my Honda Civic and drove
to nowhere and start thinking…It has been more than 5 years since I work as an
accountant in this company. Everyday is the same date for me. I wake up, brush
my teeth, drive to work, go back home, cooking, having dinner, watch some TV
and go to sleep. Every week I received my salary then I paid for rent, car,
food, utilities…by the end of the week, I only have a little saving left. I tried
to accumulate my saving and annual leave until the end of year. Then I fly back
to Vietnam and spend all of my saving, at that time I actually feel that I am
alive. I still remember a sentence that I said to my friend “the amount that I laugh in one week in
Vietnam is more than one year in Australia”. And that circle keeps repeat
again and again, year by year. Sitting in the car, I was stuck in my own thought
and don’t know how to escape that circle of life.
I look around my friends in Vietnam, most of
them have their own business, own a lot of real estate investment. Whereas, I
spend 10 years in Australia try to get Citizenship and sponsor my whole family
to live here “well…yeah, I still got empty hands”. Don’t get me wrong, I am
proud of what I have accomplished. However, there are apart of me that still
feel missing something, something that I can’t explain, something that I am
looking for answers.
Carrying questions without answer is like you
are carrying a mystery box of happiness on your back and you have no key to
open it. Everyday, I carry it on my shoulders for more than 5 years, then I
start to feel grumpy, angry, depress, anxiety…until one day that I am so easily
get wrath to my family members. When I realized that, I started to question myself.
“Why
did I behave like that? That’s not the person I think I am”. “why did I achieve
a lot of things in life but I still don’t feel happy?”
I seek for answers from podcast,
books, YouTube, google every day and finally I found my answers. I can’t
remember exactly where did I learned that but it said “We don’t actually live
in one circle of life that we all know. We actually live in three different
circle of life”. Let me explain. For my whole life, all I did is study hard to
get Australia citizen to sponsor my parents, working hard & save money to
travel back to Vietnam to visit my parents, work hard again & save money
again to pay for my kid a fulfilment life as much as I can. Everything that I did
is all around one circle…FAMILY CIRLCE.
Well, that is just ONE CIRCLE, so
what are these other two? that is the reasons that I always feel missing
something. It is because I didn’t live the life in the other TWO CIRLES, so
what are they? The SECOND CIRCLE is called SELF-CIRCLE. Beside doing a lot of
things for family which is the most important things in life, you still have to
“feed” your-self-life. It is all the activities that make you feel happy such
as singing, playing guitar, drawing, play games whatever activities that make
you feel you are you.
And the final CIRCLE of life is
the SOCIAL CIRCLE, it is activities that contribute some kind of value to the
sociality. For example, doing charity, at the moment I do volunteer to be a
mentor to support new international students in Brisbane, posting an education
video on YouTube also count. I remember a quote from Tony Robbins “What
you get will never make you happy in the long term. Who you become and what you
contribute will”.
And now, I am really happy because I have found
out the answer that I was seeking for years. And remember you don’t only live
one circle of life. you live THREE
CIRCLES of life.
*** FAMILY CIRLE & SELF-CIRCLE &
SOCIAL-CIRCLE ***
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